Why do i do this to myself ?😩

Im watching van builds and cruising motorhome videos.
Im so jealsous of some of these !

Mind you - some commerical motorhomes can be like $700 000....upto an obscene 3 million dollars - dafuq?!?!

On the build side - wow some people are creative and clever 😍

Still - its nice to watch and dream about such things 🥴