only ! Know how much !Ve suffered, how much I've cried everyday so I understand and I'll never really make it hard for anyone

no matter who
even your so called family hardly understand
How close they all seem but all of them know just nothing about what's going on with you and it's not like you're secretive like this
It's just that they never seem to care so why bother like it's all ok and they just like to torture
It has been twenty plus years and as I pretend always in every discussion with no matter who how close on offline I say all good as I know only who have gone through knows what is happening really nd the pain and really none will get it so with all just all good n m just so blessed like it's all true but really it's totally opposite and just shame how much I've to tolerate s no problem feels big now as I've suffered more than enough to not care anymore like a deadbody so free feel hapi fr m