I don't want to be here anymore.

I don't think I want to die.
I just want to disappear until I feel okay again.

Everything is too much of an effort. I haven't been reaching out to my friends and I've been short tempered and mean to my loved ones. I lay in bed all day and watch the sky turn from day to night and I will continue to lay here until I can no longer keep my eyes open, because even sleeping is too much of an effort.