I don't want to be here anymore.

I don't think I want to die.
I just want to disappear until I feel okay again.

Everything is too much of an effort. I haven't been reaching out to my friends and I've been short tempered and mean to my loved ones. I lay in bed all day and watch the sky turn from day to night and I will continue to lay here until I can no longer keep my eyes open, because even sleeping is too much of an effort.

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AngelKrish · 26-30, M

My dear forgive yourself if you hurt anyone with your temper.....
We are human and we are full of emotions that we carry inside....you are feeling bad about what you did is enough as apology..

Don't go away or disappear because your love ones will feel more depressed with your disappearance....that's regressive!
Dont punish yourself anymore....it was just moment when things got heated but now that moment was just past...if u feel to apologise someone then do it....now live in present and promise yourself that next time i will not let it happen again...that's progressive!😌