Its just my nature

When you say things without thinking, they say thats how you truly feel.

If thats the case, it feels like theres no hope for me. Because I have people that make me feel happy and I try to let them know this but at the same time, in normal conversation they've told me it looks like I just dont give a shit.

Maybe I just dont have the capacity to feel anything, maybe its time to just accept the reality that I'm incapable of feeling anything.