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Do you ever miss someone you shouldn't?

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I miss the person I thought they were and then feel hollow when I remember what they actually are in reality.

It’s a repeating cycle I go through every day. That person wasn’t even real. It’s like I’m mourning someone’s death
@Pressure I think that might be the case for many.
@NoGamesTolerated I’m trying to forgive myself
@Pressure for what exactly?
@NoGamesTolerated for making excuses for them and allowing them to do whatever they wanted because i constantly told myself “they act this way because they’re traumatized, and i just need to be patient” and for allowing them to do things that they would never allow me to do without war.
@Pressure People can be very self centered and self absorbed. Don’t be too hard on yourself..
@NoGamesTolerated they were manipulative so I don’t blame myself all the way. It’s not my fault I was unknowingly thrown in a game and not told about it. I had no reason to have a guard up.
@Pressure exactly.. just remember what goes around comes around so if you ever see them just smile… and be kind to them. Living well is the best you can do!
@NoGamesTolerated I’m not gonna be kind. I’m not gonna be mean either. They’re not going to be acknowledged at all.

Thanks for reading! *poof*
@Pressure ok 🙂