I Hate Being Alone

I play Xbox games and watch movies a lot it helps a little but for me at this point in my life I'd rather be alone then live in a hellish relationship where your not cared about and mistreated and disrespected at every turn and controlled and verbally abused its just no good but I lived it for many years hopeing and praying that things would get better but they didnt and I didnt see a descent future between us so I left her just do what you want when you want and why you want with the thought that there is no one to bitch at you when you mess up or do something wrong and you dont have to live up to anyone's high standards but your own stay positive buddy it gets better eventually