Random thought of the day

What i hate about love and relationships in general is eventually one way or another it is going to change and end. I've seen it plenty of times in the military to come home to family and friendships that are just a shell. To face the words that ill always love you or we will always be friends time and time again to not be true. And its like damn i know i should have tried harder to keep these bonds fresh and strong and for whatever reason i didn't and i let things go. Trying to right those wrong and rebuild what once was just to have no effort from the other because they moved on in life already. Not that they hate or even dislike me just what is important has changed and to no fault of their own an after thought is just an after thought. When i was young i use to think i was so strong because i could go through life alone without anyone to lose. Loneliness can be very painful and damaging in its own right, but now i know loving means to eventually let go forever and that is harder than never having.