I don't do anything productive anymore

I used to be such a bookworm and such a lover of learning, but I haven't watched or read anything in many, many months. I sometimes read a few pages from an old novel I have, but I haven't done any serious reading or learning of any kind in a long time. I pick up a book, feel disgusted and put it down. I feel like books have failed me because all the time I have invested in them didn't help me achieve anything real.

I'm basically blaming my lack of many real life skills on the fact that I used to spend all my time reading and trying to learn more... (and I know this is utterly ridiculous, but that's where I am now). I sometimes come across interesting books and download them but I can't get passed the first or second page. Yesterday I downloaded "The Diary of a Nobody" and "Excellent Women". Old books, good reviews, but I'm not reading them