I feel like I don't wanna be here anymore...

After months of doing so good I fucked up & cut myself really bad again. Now it's constantly on my mind to do it again. Feeling physical pain to take my mind of what's hurting inside of me. I wish I never started this & the urge to hurt myself worse & worse scares me. I have no one I trust to talk to. When I have they just made fun of me or tried to use it against me. I know God is disappointed in me. I'm sorry.. I promised I'd do better. I can't because the hurt isn't going away. 💔

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donut · 31-35, M

If you like you can talk to me, i'll try to feel you better.

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DeadOrbit

Be kind to yourself. We all make mistakes we all have flaws, and when we stumble its okay. You just keep doing your best and its alright.

AdmiralPrune · 46-50, M

All things are temporary. Pain and joy. You can endure this. Find something be it work or DIY or any activity that will occupy your mind on, to drown out this harmful noise. When I hit rock bottom, I’ll go paint a room.

And of course if you have people you can talk to, you should.

prettiestpisces · 36-40, F

Sorry I just needed to vent..

Lilnonames · F

i no mean no disrespect or ignorance but what does cutting accomplish

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