How to cry more?
I cry far less than I should, and I don’t think that’s super healthy.
Maybe it’s how I learned to cope. I resort to fun and humor instead. As if my mind gently ~yet firmly~ steers me away from sadness.
Because when I do cry, my body pays the price.
I get a dull headache that feels like a bad hangover. My nose gets blocked as if I’d caught a cold. I feel completely drained. This lingers for long hours or even days.
In return, I come out of it much clearer and lighter.
I believe tears contain a magical remedy that reaches the pain and heals the soul at its core.
Thing is I often feel numb.
I’m not the type who opens up to people and spills my sorrows. It definitely takes a toll.
My heart is wrapped with an icy shell. Beneath it lies a silent volcano that has learned how to sleep. Not sure for how long…
Maybe it’s how I learned to cope. I resort to fun and humor instead. As if my mind gently ~yet firmly~ steers me away from sadness.
Because when I do cry, my body pays the price.
I get a dull headache that feels like a bad hangover. My nose gets blocked as if I’d caught a cold. I feel completely drained. This lingers for long hours or even days.
In return, I come out of it much clearer and lighter.
I believe tears contain a magical remedy that reaches the pain and heals the soul at its core.
Thing is I often feel numb.
I’m not the type who opens up to people and spills my sorrows. It definitely takes a toll.
My heart is wrapped with an icy shell. Beneath it lies a silent volcano that has learned how to sleep. Not sure for how long…
