I'm not happy with my life

been using this site since I was 19. I left, came back, left again, and now after a couple of years I'm back here. It's nice to share my feelings anonymously here. I live in a family filled with toxicity, backbiting, betrayal, and fights. I’ve been depressed throughout my late teens up until now I don't know how to be happy anymore. I live in a third world country where things are not pretty easy to do. I wonder how it's for the people in same condition living in first world. Btw Hi to y'all !!

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YoMomma ·

My late teens were rough too, my mom gave me hell .. i ran away.. even tho america is considered a first world country there are poor people here as well and my family is among them .. anyway i ran away.. it’s not safe for everyone (a lot of run aways become victims or killed but i survived probably because im more wary than most people but also maybe God protected me too idk ) sorry your family is giving you hell.. it’s hard when one is young and don't have much options .. do you have other family you can stay with or are they also the hellish type?

Mishi · 22-25, FNew

@YoMomma I'm happy you made out ^^ My relatives are also kinda toxic so it's no no, I only have myself to rely on and I'm trying to make things right for me. I appreciate your response ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ

YoMomma ·

@Mishi ok i married a trucker and we traveled the country till he retired and we live a mile away from my family 😅 maybe escape temporarily from your family by getting a job outside the house or spending time at the library or something just to get away from them idk .. do you guys have public libraries in your country or is that not a thing there?