Emotions..why are they so harsh

Setting here alone tonight, barely ate a thing.
Several bills due again, phone didnt ring.
I set down to think about it, time passes by.
Still I feel ill about it..then I tend to cry.
I cant get close enough, everybody's the same.
I cant share my thoughts, too many to name.
I just cry a tear and sadness creeps in.
I cant find a willing, listening ear, I'm alone again.
I just want someone's love and attention, as deep as my own..yet everyday my intentions are sent to staying alone.
I tried to accept the facts..nobody really cares. I am who I am and thats the facts laid bare.
So I'll see how long my tears flow tonight, and when morning comes, I'll embrace the sunlight.
No matter the shadows, nor the darkness I explore, it feels like nobody wants this bag of rotting bones anymore.