Self reflection...
I've done some analysis, but I haven't got to the root cause of the problem.
1- I'm not giving anything and that makes me as good as dead.
2- I'm not my old self, and I don't know how to be.
3- The mask that I have put on for years in front of my mom is getting broken to pieces by the day. Our interactions are getting more and more the ugly truth. I don't know what to make of it.
4- Some physical aspects I can't get normalized are tormenting me, especially when I compare myself to people.
5- I feel stuck in my place. Literally.
6- I can't focus on finding my purpose of living.
1- I'm not giving anything and that makes me as good as dead.
2- I'm not my old self, and I don't know how to be.
3- The mask that I have put on for years in front of my mom is getting broken to pieces by the day. Our interactions are getting more and more the ugly truth. I don't know what to make of it.
4- Some physical aspects I can't get normalized are tormenting me, especially when I compare myself to people.
5- I feel stuck in my place. Literally.
6- I can't focus on finding my purpose of living.