Just me sayin whatever I want!

My daughter seems to be on this kick about ‘doing whatever she wants’ haha. Not in a bad way….It’s been kinda comical to see her ideas and how liberated she feels. Like, she can draw ‘whatever she wants!’ and she can do ‘whatever she wants’ She keeps asking me if she can play whatever she wants and I’ll say something like, “So long as you’re being kind, respectful, and not breaking any rules-of course” lol

I rarely get to do whatever I want, which is often a source of frustration for me. But, even though I’m not always free as a bird to fly whatever way the wind may blow me, I am sooo incredibly blessed to be tethered to these amazing kids, my imperfect husband who has done so much for us, and our safe home….It definitely makes me appreciate the rare moments I do get to do ‘whatever I want’ though.

Tonight after the kids went to sleep I enjoyed an amazing night with neighbors kid free, just talking and laughing. I listened to my music as loud as I wanted (headphones lol) and danced my heart out….and now I’m jamming to Celine Dion while I type this with a happy heart!

Little by little, I’m finding myself and my happy. Not sure how much progress I’m making on myself or my marriage, but things seem to be falling into place a little at a time