Life is hard thats not gonna change celebrate what u have plan for something you want work toward it. Thats life u eat sleep work try to have fun thats it.

You will have to look hard into your personal life and find a way, since you asked us.
Maybe you could start by doing something really good, like getting Biden to stop this relentless frenzied unhinged slaughter against every man woman and child...and food item and beast in Palestine