The girl who drinks a lot and does nothing…
I realized I have a new fear. It’s not who I am, but it’s who I don’t want to become. [i]Who I want to become[/i] is actually the main focus of my mind right now…
It’s not in just regards to a career or hobby or physical appearance. I’m honestly also questioning who I want as a partner. Our partners also influence what our lives look like. Life is not all about [i]looks[/i] either. Life is a [i]feeling[/i] too…
What is the next section of my story? I feel like an idiot bc I’m not sure. I feel like life is changing without me. We are in a new era. I want to catch up to a wave and jump in! I think people don’t know about all the things I do and the potential I have because I don’t talk about them. I think people may only see a side of me over and over again and assume that’s all I have to show. I think it’s up to me to show them that I am more than a couple of quirks, that my redundancies are only a part of a greater me that also walks around this planet on a daily basis. I know I am smart. I know how to do various things. I know I have a knack for connecting the dots and bringing things and people together. I know that the places I used to go don’t feel quite as enchanted anymore. I know that home is where the heart is. I know that I need a new adventure. I want to be a part of something big so badly. I want to be admired. I want to do a good job at everything I do. I want a career and a sense of belonging to something forever evolving. I want to be with people who see my full potential and believe in me. I want to be seen and heard. I want to feel good.
It’s not in just regards to a career or hobby or physical appearance. I’m honestly also questioning who I want as a partner. Our partners also influence what our lives look like. Life is not all about [i]looks[/i] either. Life is a [i]feeling[/i] too…
What is the next section of my story? I feel like an idiot bc I’m not sure. I feel like life is changing without me. We are in a new era. I want to catch up to a wave and jump in! I think people don’t know about all the things I do and the potential I have because I don’t talk about them. I think people may only see a side of me over and over again and assume that’s all I have to show. I think it’s up to me to show them that I am more than a couple of quirks, that my redundancies are only a part of a greater me that also walks around this planet on a daily basis. I know I am smart. I know how to do various things. I know I have a knack for connecting the dots and bringing things and people together. I know that the places I used to go don’t feel quite as enchanted anymore. I know that home is where the heart is. I know that I need a new adventure. I want to be a part of something big so badly. I want to be admired. I want to do a good job at everything I do. I want a career and a sense of belonging to something forever evolving. I want to be with people who see my full potential and believe in me. I want to be seen and heard. I want to feel good.
31-35, F
