I lost all my documents and memories

My ex took all my sons photos everything I hold close to me such as birth certificates every piece of documentation I have in my life and got rid of it. I want to cry so bad to the point of me not wanting to live no more all because I don’t wanna be with him and he would do it knowing that’s all I have . I know things are replaceable but I have nothing he’s taken everything from me and I can never get any of it back. I pray he does a Long death . I hate him , I know I can file a police report and all but nothin will replace the sonograms and pictures and important things I have from my son . Never there has to be some type of punishment for these people