Sigh... I hate that I'm emotional 😓

As soon as things get hard, I tell myself that I don't deserve good things & I'm stupid for trying.

& I hate admitting that I feel that way. People say it's okay to be vulnerable.. that is okay to be hurt.
But I don't wanna be the one that needs reassuring. I feel like such a burden & ugghh... It makes me so mad at myself.

That's all.

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Reject · 31-35, M

I tell myself that all the time. I’ve made too many costly mistakes to think otherwise. So I stopped basing my happiness on the idea that I’m not all the things I wanted to be. Instead I focus it on doing everything I can for people. Even if it means being nicer to myself.