Sigh... I hate that I'm emotional 😓

As soon as things get hard, I tell myself that I don't deserve good things & I'm stupid for trying.

& I hate admitting that I feel that way. People say it's okay to be vulnerable.. that is okay to be hurt.
But I don't wanna be the one that needs reassuring. I feel like such a burden & ugghh... It makes me so mad at myself.

That's all.

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ChiefJustWalks · 26-30 Pinned Comment

Normally I comment back to all the comments I can but I don't always have words when I'm upset.

I appreciate you all being cool & supportive though 🥹

I realize that being mad at myself for having those feelings, comes from trauma & being made to feel like I can't show that. Especially in the background I come from. I can't express sadness without feeling weak.
I'm glad that SW lets me vent where I don't feel judged.. & that people actually care enough to talk to me 🙏
I was gonna delete this post but just wanted to say that first