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Sigh... I hate that I'm emotional 😓

As soon as things get hard, I tell myself that I don't deserve good things & I'm stupid for trying.

& I hate admitting that I feel that way. People say it's okay to be vulnerable.. that is okay to be hurt.
But I don't wanna be the one that needs reassuring. I feel like such a burden & ugghh... It makes me so mad at myself.

That's all.
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Valerian · 100+, M
🙄 Wow! 😮
Your Avatar looks are so very Diametrically Opposed to that statement, there are surprises everywhere.
ChiefJustWalks · 26-30
@Valerian haha.. looks like you're on your internet shit 😅
Talking shit is easy on a computer. I don't talk shit though, in person or on computers. But shit, internet ain't the same as the street 🤷 so run your mouth all you want because in person you wouldn't finish your sentence lmao
Valerian · 100+, M
@ChiefJustWalks My apologies and my sincerest regrets, I did an idiot "Internet shit" just as you suggested.
No excuse, I should have accepted your words and realized that you can be have a traumatic life, have repercussions and live in an emotional rollercoaster of of a life, never revealing it for fear of rejection and more or continuing upheaval.
Take care of yourself. seek help as you can, realize that you're not alone, not unique, not bad for your weakness, sadness, helplessness or needing support, love and understanding. I am embarrassed for being a smartassshithead toward you.

I also appreciate your calling me Out. I respect you.
You can chat with me anytime.
ChiefJustWalks · 26-30
@Valerian I appreciate that. I didn't expect you to be understanding I was probably only commenting back because its kind of a trigger when people "test" me.
I grew up fighting people if they questioned me. I suppose when you live a rougher life, you learn to not show emotion because as soon as you do, theres people who will think you're weak, have no balls, or try to walk on you. You lose respect. You learn to react with aggression because then people know you're not gonna take shit. That, they can respect. Even if they don't like you.

Funny humans, we be huh?
Valerian · 100+, M
@ChiefJustWalks We suck sometimes