Sigh... I hate that I'm emotional 😓

As soon as things get hard, I tell myself that I don't deserve good things & I'm stupid for trying.

& I hate admitting that I feel that way. People say it's okay to be vulnerable.. that is okay to be hurt.
But I don't wanna be the one that needs reassuring. I feel like such a burden & ugghh... It makes me so mad at myself.

That's all.