I'm not sure I really fit in with all of you tbh 😔

I just feel like an outsider trying to fit in somewhere I really don't.

I was on EP from 2012 till the end. Then SW from day 1 til September 2017. I came back 3 months ago & idk.. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have.

A lot of you have built bonds here & even though I remember the majority of you, nobody remembers me & I missed so much of SW's existence in general that I just feel like the 'new kid at school'.

Some of you talk to me & I appreciate that but some of you blatantly ignore me & only talk to the people you know... Which is funny to me because I know you all too. Just none of you know [i]me[/i] anymore 😕

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Haniazed

So many of the original SW member are now gone or dormant. People come and go and they either leave an impression or they just fade to the background. New bonds are made everyday and there is no right or wrong way to experience SW. You’re a veteran considering your history with EP and I think you’re gonna be just fine blending in and making connections. People here aren’t as cliquey as you might think. So welcome back and enjoy the show🤣

SW-User

@Haniazed @ChiefWalksWith40oz [c=4C0073]it's true, people are not that cliquey .. take dez here for example, he pretends i am in his circle, then lights a fire under my feet just to watch me dance around in heat 😩 [/c]

SW-User

@Haniazed @ChiefWalksWith40oz [c=4C0073]that didnt come out right LOL 🤣[/c]

Haniazed

@SW-User Only during the mating season…😉🤣

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Haniazed you're one of the ones I remember as well! But yeah I kinda miss a lot of people. Part of me is sad that I was gone for so long & missed so much. But truthfully I never planned on coming back in the first place. Now that I'm here I think I'm stuck again lol.
@SW-User yeah you guys are both right it doesn't seem that cliquey here. It's been laid back so far. But I definitely feel weird.. like I'm a veteran but I also missed most of SW's existence.. despite being a day 1 member 😂 it's conflicting lol

SW-User

@ChiefWalksWith40oz [c=4C0073]172 replies within less than 2 days ..
dude you rockin[/c]

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@SW-User I was actually surprised how many people came to say something 😮 I feel liked 🖤

Haniazed

@ChiefWalksWith40oz That awkwardness you’re feeling is gonna disappear in no time😉