I'm not sure I really fit in with all of you tbh 😔

I just feel like an outsider trying to fit in somewhere I really don't.

I was on EP from 2012 till the end. Then SW from day 1 til September 2017. I came back 3 months ago & idk.. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have.

A lot of you have built bonds here & even though I remember the majority of you, nobody remembers me & I missed so much of SW's existence in general that I just feel like the 'new kid at school'.

Some of you talk to me & I appreciate that but some of you blatantly ignore me & only talk to the people you know... Which is funny to me because I know you all too. Just none of you know [i]me[/i] anymore 😕

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Stark

Also do you notice how many likes and comments you’ve gotten on this post within an hr ? 👀 wth are you talking about ? I literally thought it was like five comments until the scroll was endless and all your post seem to be like that. So stop lol

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark Lmao honestly idk how my posts end up so active 😅 maybe it's because I respond to everyone?
But yeah I didn't mean for this to come off as looking for acceptance 🤐 i was just venting how it feels weird to re-establish myself here when I missed so much & I'm a stranger again lol

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz lol I’m just teasing love. You’re fine there’s nothing wrong with venting and your feelings are always valid. Yeah, possibly because you reply to everyone but it’s also possible because you’re well liked.

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark your pfp is hilarious btw 😂 what are you doing, is that a donut?

But thanks, you're sweet 😌 I always like seeing you around here so I'm sure you're well liked too

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz it came up as my memories on Snapchat 😂😭 I’m eating a donut in the bath tub 🛀

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark wth lol you're adorable 😂

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz stop 💀

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark sorry I meant.. you're weird, who eats in the bathroom? 🤣

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz baths are relaxing. 😴 you’re meant to live your best life in them. Try one sometime. Relax enjoy it and melt 🥴

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark sometimes when I'm sick or just feel terrible, I get in the shower & just lay in the tub with the shower running. Sometimes I let it fill up, sometimes I don't but I just like laying in it 😂

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz omg really ? Idk if I’d like that. I feel like the water would be attacking my face 😂

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark lol well the water isn't hitting me in my face 😂 it hits my body but yeah.. if you angle it wrong then it can definitely attack your face 😬
Honestly I only started doing it because years ago I smoked crack by accident & I was trying everything to get the feeling to stop.. that was what helped the most, in cold ass water

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz 😭 nooo wat? How do you smoke crack by accident?

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark that's always the first question people ask when I say that 🤣

I was smoking weed with some people & they didn't tell me there was crack in it (I handled them later don't worry 😉). But yeah, since then I never trusted people again. Not with drugs. I won't touch shit if it ain't mine

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz omg your life is so intense. It gives me anxiety lol

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark sorry, sometimes when I'm telling stories I don't realize how messed up they sound 😅

Stark

@ChiefWalksWith40oz haha it’s okay I just hope ur okay

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Stark most of the time I am 🤗 thank you

SW-User

@Stark This, I’m actually envious! 😂😂

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@SW-User I never thought about it before 🥺 I feel kinda liked

SW-User

You are liked but you’re doubting it. Dont take it personal. Many people don’t get along with me here and I used to get upset about it but not anymore. Remember we attract our own unique set of friends. @ChiefWalksWith40oz