I'm not sure I really fit in with all of you tbh 😔

I just feel like an outsider trying to fit in somewhere I really don't.

I was on EP from 2012 till the end. Then SW from day 1 til September 2017. I came back 3 months ago & idk.. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have.

A lot of you have built bonds here & even though I remember the majority of you, nobody remembers me & I missed so much of SW's existence in general that I just feel like the 'new kid at school'.

Some of you talk to me & I appreciate that but some of you blatantly ignore me & only talk to the people you know... Which is funny to me because I know you all too. Just none of you know [i]me[/i] anymore 😕

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SW-User

Man, I get what you're saying but you have a place here as much as anyone, and I think we all feel like that here sometimes.

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@SW-User good point, thanks. Lately I'm just like damn I wish I didn't come back. Now that I'm back it's harder to walk away again 😂 I would've been perfectly fine not coming back at all lol

SW-User

@ChiefWalksWith40oz yeah mate, I get ya. This place is weirdly addictive. I'll probably have to delete my account if I ever want to properly leave 😅

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@SW-User idk why it's addictive lol. But same 😂 that's how I left before. But it also helped that my house burned down, I lost everything, & I isolated after that. Quit selling drugs & decided to make a life for myself. Made it easy to delete my account.

SW-User

@ChiefWalksWith40oz damn man, your house burned down? Ffs. I see what you mean tho. That would make it easier to walk away ☠️

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@SW-User haha two of my houses burned down. The second one was set on fire by someone I took in like a brother. People can be pretty fucked up