I'm not sure I really fit in with all of you tbh 😔

I just feel like an outsider trying to fit in somewhere I really don't.

I was on EP from 2012 till the end. Then SW from day 1 til September 2017. I came back 3 months ago & idk.. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have.

A lot of you have built bonds here & even though I remember the majority of you, nobody remembers me & I missed so much of SW's existence in general that I just feel like the 'new kid at school'.

Some of you talk to me & I appreciate that but some of you blatantly ignore me & only talk to the people you know... Which is funny to me because I know you all too. Just none of you know [i]me[/i] anymore 😕

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MellyMel22 · F

[i][c=BF0080]Well screw anyone who ignores you and give yourself time to connect with more people. [/c][/i]

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@MellyMel22 I wish I could just say screw the people who ignore me but eh 🤷 I don't really be mad.. just like "damn, ok 😒"

uncalled4 · 56-60, M

@MellyMel22 This x 1000.

MellyMel22 · F

@ChiefWalksWith40oz [i][c=BF0080]Too many people focus on ONLY their feelings. Trust me, it’s better you learn who they are early on so you can move on to the decent ones who treat you how you treat them. [/c][/i]

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@MellyMel22 true.. but I also understand that there's a lot of weirdos here. So if someone new shows up (even though I'm not [i]technically[/i] new) people automatically kinda have walls up. So I'm not upset at anybody in particular... Just sometimes I'm like *sigh* lol

MellyMel22 · F

@ChiefWalksWith40oz [i][c=BF0080]There def are lots of weirdos here 🤣 Were all a bit weird though, everywhere you go 😆 [/c][/i]

Jenny1234 · 51-55, F

@ChiefWalksWith40oz I usually do have walls up with new people but that’s usually because they are odd or not easy to understand or get to know. But with you I noticed you were open and honest right away. I think alot of people liked you from the start because of that plus you’re not a perv or a weirdo. You’re normal

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@Jenny1234 I appreciate that a lot 🥺 I always try to be open because that's what I came here for. I come from a very rough background that a lot of people here might judge me for.. I guess part of the appeal for me here is being able to understand people & be understood.. even with as different as we all are.