I need to vent

I think I need to realize that I would never be rid of my ex
I guess , somehow I need to learn to not be so afraid of him but it’s kind of , like, trying to not be afraid and anxious when you have an scorpion on your back :(
To this date, the only thing he has not done is arranging for my murder .so I’m constantly in fear of what he might do next .

Even worse, are people around us , who judge me and decided what is proper for me to do without knowing the hell I’ve been living in for 26 years.

I try to be strong but It’s been an exhausting month of tolerating an extra dose of him and his people and it’s not over yet 🥺

I guess, what I’m trying to say is, pray for me 🥺

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Montanaman · M

🙄😔🤗🙏🤗🙏
Dependant upon what he's done,
to warrant it, but if truly evil,
I'd put him at the top of my list.

Niloo · 46-50, F

@Montanaman
Oooh
I like this !
Maybe I can look as tough with my pepper spray ? 😬
He is pretty much the only one on my list !
However , he knows or respects no limits and I’m sure I can’t go as low as he goes …
That’s one of the reasons that I pick my battles with him carefully 😕

Montanaman · M

@Niloo Totally get that!👍🤗🤗🙏