I need to vent

I think I need to realize that I would never be rid of my ex
I guess , somehow I need to learn to not be so afraid of him but it’s kind of , like, trying to not be afraid and anxious when you have an scorpion on your back :(
To this date, the only thing he has not done is arranging for my murder .so I’m constantly in fear of what he might do next .

Even worse, are people around us , who judge me and decided what is proper for me to do without knowing the hell I’ve been living in for 26 years.

I try to be strong but It’s been an exhausting month of tolerating an extra dose of him and his people and it’s not over yet 🥺

I guess, what I’m trying to say is, pray for me 🥺

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VirginMatchmaker · 46-50, M

Vent as much as you want. Your ex sounds like a psycho. Why can't you get rid of him out of your life?

Niloo · 46-50, F

@VirginMatchmaker
Thank you :)
We have children together and after 3 years, my divorce is still not over 🙁 He finds a new way to drag it every time .

VirginMatchmaker · 46-50, M

@Niloo arhh yes children, I have that problem with my ex. The divorce was easy luckily however my son is caught in the middle sometimes. He lives with me and not his mum thankfully.

Niloo · 46-50, F

@VirginMatchmaker
Hugs my friend .
I understand how difficult it is to see your child in that situation .
Hopefully our kids learn from all they go through more than they get hurt by it .

VirginMatchmaker · 46-50, M

@Niloo my son doesn't understand the situation because he has ASD and isn't a teenager yet. So I try to keep his mother at arm's length and ensure I'm around all the time she sees him because I don't trust her to do the right thing.
I certainly hope the kids learn from it.