I asked some friends if they wanted to jam and then talked about how good I was at guitar in highschool and I was pumped but then Kevin mentioned that

I wasn’t that great cause I don’t practice. It might be partially true because I don’t practice as much as I used to, but I’m not looking to do crazy awesome band. I just wanted to jam for fun and see what happens and now I’m all unmotivated. I know I don’t practice but maybe this woulda got me back at it again. I’m good enough for a jam session..Maybe it would have been mediocre and he saved me, but it also makes me sad because now I have doubts where as before it seemed like fun. It makes me angry because I feel like I had a potential new discovery taken away from me.