You would think by now...

Not because I've been through some really hard situations situations no human should ever go through, but my heart would be hardened by this and I'd be lying if I said in some ways it hasn't however, no matter how many times I've been done dirty I've tried to see the good in the situation and I've been done dirty a lot and I've done people dirty and perhaps this is karma, I just know this year I'm going to try to do a lot better than any other year I've ever done. Because like I said before, life's already shitty I don't need to be doing all that you need to be there for the people that are there for me. I'm hoping that I can find those people as I have cleaned out shop and I'm ready to find new people to be friends with