Things are going up and down for me.

Despite being happy in my NOW which is the most important thing in the end of the day,
My finances are still a big challenge for me. Yesterday I had my first meeting with a client about the healing art sessions I began and the internet just broke down. We had to reschedule.
A print I did sent to another client in Greece, was stopped by the clearance and I'm now asked to pay more than what I got paid for it.
I've got a letter from the greek government taxes and now I have to take care of that too.
Not to mention how I'm postponing a visit to the dentist for years.
And I owe money to some friends who've helped me to begin with this journey, it's not a lot but it's there and I'm not seeing how am I going to pay for it.

I'm seeing and realising how I'm living with borrowed money. It's not absolutely true, but it's there.
I try to see what I do and what should I do differently.
Getting a day job or a side job just isn't an option for me any longer. It just isn't.

I'm not a big spender. I lead a very simple life.

What is it that I'm doing wrong though ?

I've worked on my money beliefs a lot but I don't see it changing.

On the bright and very positive side, I've sent a message to my accountant telling him I cannot continue because of my situation and he said, let's forget about money for a while. The man is been treating me so nicely all along.

Is it the Spirit telling me to go this route and to forget about money for a while ?

I can't make sense.

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I'm good, I'm good. Just some fears creeping in.