Things are going up and down for me.

Despite being happy in my NOW which is the most important thing in the end of the day,
My finances are still a big challenge for me. Yesterday I had my first meeting with a client about the healing art sessions I began and the internet just broke down. We had to reschedule.
A print I did sent to another client in Greece, was stopped by the clearance and I'm now asked to pay more than what I got paid for it.
I've got a letter from the greek government taxes and now I have to take care of that too.
Not to mention how I'm postponing a visit to the dentist for years.
And I owe money to some friends who've helped me to begin with this journey, it's not a lot but it's there and I'm not seeing how am I going to pay for it.

I'm seeing and realising how I'm living with borrowed money. It's not absolutely true, but it's there.
I try to see what I do and what should I do differently.
Getting a day job or a side job just isn't an option for me any longer. It just isn't.

I'm not a big spender. I lead a very simple life.

What is it that I'm doing wrong though ?

I've worked on my money beliefs a lot but I don't see it changing.

On the bright and very positive side, I've sent a message to my accountant telling him I cannot continue because of my situation and he said, let's forget about money for a while. The man is been treating me so nicely all along.

Is it the Spirit telling me to go this route and to forget about money for a while ?

I can't make sense.

💜

I'm good, I'm good. Just some fears creeping in.

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Badjujubee · 46-50, F

Stay in the good vibe mood while you try and dial in your trouble spots one by one so that you don’t overwhelm yourself. Do what you can and don’t try to overdo it until you feel some positive momentum. Follow through is just as important and effective as the confidence that you can achieve your goals and you will get yourself to a better position in time. Nothing good comes easy and when you achieve your victories you’ll start to see a formula for success just as there’s a recipe for failure and disaster. I wish you the best and hope that your success comes in time. ☺️😊 You’re primed and you can do whatever you put your mind and willpower into (within reason of course) but it will be impressively satisfying to see yourself transition to a more sustainable you.

elafina · 36-40, F

@Badjujubee thank you 🙂 I don't know why but I've missed this, now I see it, everything on right timing I guess :))

Ozymandiaz

Money is a tool we use to facilitate the energy of our hard work and efforts. Sometimes you need to do what you have to even if you don't want to. Living off other people's goodwill has a limited lifespan and can lead to resentment. I am speaking honestly with no judgement. What we want in life and what we get are often different things. Do what you need to and the rest will fall into place.

elafina · 36-40, F

@Ozymandiaz this is beyond doing what I need to do even if I have to. It truly is and it's seriously difficult for me to explain it.
But I can say that I've been there and done that and went away and never going back from now onwards. It's simply impossible for me.

I can understand the many ways this can be seen as selfish or what else. But I have a purpose now. Again, I'm still aware, it can be seen as an excuse. But if you were present to see all of the work I've done, continue to do and am committed in doing.. you could perhaps understand that, I don't have time to loose anymore.

Nothing personal, I perceive no judgement, I appreciate you and please talk to me freely.

Ozymandiaz

@elafina I really admire the journey you are on

elafina · 36-40, F

@Ozymandiaz I too admire you and your journey, you're always grounded, standing up for yourself and grateful for the most part.. Increase the volume in standing up for your values.. you're an amazing person really, that's what I think ❤️

darknessprevails · 26-30, M

Y'know.. we may be able to do business together..

I could probably facilitate selling your art.

If youre interested, lmk.

Btw are you able to push the cost of customs to the buyer?

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elafina · 36-40, F

@darknessprevails it's cleansing. It clears out the stage and can begin anew 🌱 it's also the mother of the roots and birthing procedures. Restful, heavy, chill

darknessprevails · 26-30, M

@elafina i appreciate the level of spirituallity you've reached.

elafina · 36-40, F

@darknessprevails I'm nowhere dear, I'm doing the work daily as everyone else.

DownTheStreet · 51-55, M

Even the easiest of business adventures take time to develop…then sometimes it all happens at once. If you love what you do - keep going.

elafina · 36-40, F

@DownTheStreet thank you. I'm committed:))

NinaTina · 26-30, F

Post your work on tik tok

elafina · 36-40, F

@NinaTina alright !
But, how much time should I be spending in posting my work around ?
I already do this on Instagram and Facebook.
I might go as well and post my reels on YouTube shorts perhaps.

Never worked with tiktok, imagine I've never downloaded it

NinaTina · 26-30, F

@elafina tik tok after ten thousand views yo get paid. Post your kung fu vidoes and your travels i know many people who donate to people out of kindness as well

elafina · 36-40, F

@NinaTina I'm not looking for that one though, but thank you so much for caring, and putting some actual practical thinking into your suggestions!

I am working on my art and that is my work...
I don't want to be a travel blogger or showing my Kung Fu vids.. Those are whole new directions and as we know, one has to be invested in what they do. My challenge is how am I going to grow what I already do..

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