I love you Honey...

Honey, I know you are trying to help and to love me, but I need your support. Today a person on this site made me mad and helped light the fire under me I have needed for years now. You couldn't do that because if you would have said what I needed to hear it would have been the end of our marriage. It would have hurt too much, because I care, with all I am, how you see me. However, someone else did what needed to be done, and I am going to do everything it takes to get healthy again.

I know you worry about me. I know I am very unhealthy right now, but when you see a woman that hasn't wanted to try in years, get up and walk 5 miles, maybe saying, "I am proud of you!" is what needs to be said. Saying, " Don't overdo it!" only stops the motivation. You do this a lot and I am always stuck, because I lose motivation. I know you do this because you love me. You worry about me. You don't want me to die, but I need you to be my cheerleader now. I hope you understand. I know you check up on me here and I really hope you will read this.

I love you with all I am, but this time I have to keep going. The time to be careful is over. I'm out of second chances. This is it. I have to succeed for our kids. For Nana( my minnie me) mostly.🤗

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