I was scared 10 years ago and I am still scared now. [I Am a Failure]

@Lostpoet The silver lining for me is that, now their music is the only thing that can make me cry. I feel sad and agry a lot of times, but it's not enough to break through.
Ohhhmg and as soon as I wrote that, crawling started and instatly teary eyes. 😢🙂

@Dan193 They were my favorite band in jr.high and hybrid theory will always be one of my favorite albums.

@Lostpoet Same ohhhmg 😢 'one more light' Yeah, same school was linkin park for me and even after. The thing that I regret the most is that I never got to see them live. I always thought, I can do it later in life, they're not going anywhere. When I heard the news tho, I cried for 3 days. I know, it's starnge in a way, but I remember I would wear sunglasses out, because I would randomly think of him and burst out crying while on bus. Also I stopped listening to their music completely, because it was just too painful. Only recently I started listening again, when I felt really low and needed a pick me up from my favourite song - it always helps.