I Lost My Motivation
Where is motivation supposed to come from? If I look around and everything I see is nothing but selfish, greedy, insecure, arrogant, people, and a world full of profit based goals, how is anyone supposed to draw any motivation from that? This world, this life inspires nothing but resentment.
When you wake up each day, something has to motivate you...hunger,fear,lust.... what happens when there is nothing left to motivate you because you realize the absolute emptiness of this world?
What would you do if you were me?
That is what I am constantly faced with. Trapped in this world that has no use for me, no place for me, and nothing to inspire me. I just wish I would stop waking up. I don't want to get out of bed anymore and face this world of disappointment, tragedy, and prejudice.
When you wake up each day, something has to motivate you...hunger,fear,lust.... what happens when there is nothing left to motivate you because you realize the absolute emptiness of this world?
What would you do if you were me?
That is what I am constantly faced with. Trapped in this world that has no use for me, no place for me, and nothing to inspire me. I just wish I would stop waking up. I don't want to get out of bed anymore and face this world of disappointment, tragedy, and prejudice.
36-40, M
