I've been working on this for awhile now. Even when I build up my confidence and throw myself out there, it goes bad more often than good. But I guess I need to keep trying. After all, isn't that what confidence is?
There's no such thing as confidence. People just throw that word around to make you feel like you should do what society and your hormones want you to do.
I'm sure we've had different experiences, but I don't really believe that. Honestly, I've lived behind walls. Sheltering myself. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to put myself out there. Confidence can be defined in many ways. My definition just happens to be getting out of my comfort zone and making an attempt at things.
Good for you and Trust me same been fighting since age of 17 I am now 33 I just keep trying and trying sometimes made an ediot of myself or messed things up but I am still fighting and I don't personally know how you feel but I do understand how hard.