Thank you to the person who made me realize some things about myself

* We don't talk anymore and most likely never will again *

You made me realize that I sometimes speak with my trauma wounds

That I have learned to cope with knee jerk reactions to perceived actions of certain things

That I don't have as good emotional control as I once thought

That I'm not " healed" you don't heal you just find ways to cope ....this is just one way we lie to ourselves

That I am not as patient as I once thought I was

That I'm not as kind or understanding as I thought I was

That I can be selfish and self centered

That I have expectations where I have no business having them

I need these realizations about myself

I need to do more reflection