I Need Your Opinion

Y'all, I messed up. I have a friend; we've been friends for 3 years and a half (?) and I recently confessed to him about a mistake I'd made 5 years ago. I was still a kid at the time when I made that mistake. I was so dumb and didn't care about the consequences. I bodyshamed him five years ago. At that time, we were still not friends. I freaking regret it; if I could go back to the past, I wouldn't do that sh*t. Did I apologize? Yes, I did. But that didn't change the fact that I did that. I feel disgusted for what I did, and I'm here needing help deciding what to do next. I don't want to waste that 3-year friendship of ours. I love him. I really, really love him. I need your opinions. Pls!!

(Sorry for my grammar😿)