I made it finally.
After a considerable long period of stress and anxiety I was finally able to make up for my core knowledge losses of the period of my weakness. I can tell that it wasn't easy at all. It took me efforts to go through text books , records and schemes to do it while dealing with severe anxiety. I am not ashamed to be thankful to myself for my patience and hard work that became productive finally. 🙂🙂🙂❤️