I've Made Mistakes In Life

Having to choose- litterally broke every piece of my heart. And after all, the choice I made, made me feel like no one truly gained anything but heartbreak. Now, I want to say I'm sorry- but I don't think I should say anything at all.. because I don't want to break her heart again. Though I miss her dearly, I wish she would have said yes.. but because she didnt, I can only hope now that my pain is greater then her own.