I feel ugly.

My classmates are so attractive and they look so fresh while here, me, i don't wear any makeup because i don't know how to and don't have any money to buy. I wanna learn how to improve myself. Yes, I do gua sha. My facial harmony is good, my skin is good, i feel like i'm not enough. I want to feel pretty again :((

Any tips, please? Hair care (i hate my hair), skin care, make-up, my skin is morena, and i am a filipino and the standards here are so HIGH. Please, any tips?