Why does socializing is so hard? Everytime i try i tried to social, it always end up of me getting embarrassed. Sometimes i even wish that socializing wasn't hard for me and didn't get me embarrassed everytime.. //
I am horrible at socializing. I am not even good at it online. I think in my case a lot has to do with being mildly autistic. I’m very grateful for the few friends I have.
People usually gave me that "Who stepped in dog shit" look with the nose up, you know. Then move away and deliberately ignore me. And that's just the ones who were trying to be nice about their bad manners...