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What do you realize now that you were blind to in the past ?

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@MarbleMarvel His loss. You are worth way more. 👑
@SpiritSkye I know it, but I also know that nobody sees me. I'm not desirable and I'll need to find a way to cope.
Matt85 · 36-40, M
@MarbleMarvel oh be quiet now
@MarbleMarvel I don't know about that ...you are very pretty and cool too. If I were a male I would ask you out.
Matt85 · 36-40, M
@SpiritSkye Right? For F sake.
@Matt85 I appreciate everyone's kindness truly, but I'm weird and I know it. I'm good with me, but I'm also self aware. I have always been weird and only had friends when I hid it. I'm allowed to be sad about it sometimes because I do know I'm worth it. There's just no way around the truth. I'm weird, not loveable.
@MarbleMarvel I'm weird too and I feel the same. No one really sees me either :(
@SpiritSkye I enjoy my alone time but I don't know what else to do. I want to be me. If nobody likes me oh well I guess.

I think we're both perfectly likeable, but it's different irl...
@MarbleMarvel I understand what you're saying and know the feeling. One day you'll forget that attitude. Nothing anyone says will make you see the world differently than how your mind wants you to
@Justafantasy perhaps... I'm certainly not opposed to being proven wrong. And I'm aware that the way I look at the situation gives me some safety... But every time I'm not enough for someone to love and put effort into, it hurts. I don't have anyone to call if I have an emergency even.
Matt85 · 36-40, M
@MarbleMarvel You're everything you want to be.😎
@MarbleMarvel you need other weirdos and you need to accept not everyone loves the same way.

The right 2 weirdos together are a match not even heaven could dream up
@Justafantasy yes I do need other weirdos and I can accept people love differently. But I'm not going to put all my effort into someone who won't touch me or communicate with me or share or give ugh it makes me sick how people have treated me. I'm tired of dreaming.
Matt85 · 36-40, M
@MarbleMarvel all you need is a strong 💪🏼 alpha male like you deserve.
@MarbleMarvel i get being weird, we are delightfully weird I think. I also understand the feeling of thinking nobody will get you.

At my age. Already in my 50s, i don't want anyone to anymore. I just want to be me and not made to feel like that's a bad thing. I want my freedom. I think i just don't ever want that live in relationship anymore, and knowing that i finally found a sense of peace.

Sorry for butting in on conversation. But, us weird ones understand eachother
@Matt85 I don't care about all that. I just want someone to trust.
Matt85 · 36-40, M
@MarbleMarvel I'd be all in if i didnt have pretty serious mental health problems. i love you and wish you all the best.
@Bexsy I breathed a sigh of relief. I'm so tired of feeling bad for who I am.