Today..what do you value most?

I woke up and seen the pile of past due bills on my desk...i pondered how often I busted my butt at wotk in the last 11 YEARS of a broken martiage.. it has been 3 months after the divorce was final..he left me last year this day..but hey, ... He chose tomove on,and I chose to value myself..to love myself, to understand I may be alone, but I am beautiful. I understand that he wanted younger , faster, more thinner girls, but when he called, asking for money, or needing a ride or a " favor"? Nope. I got bills, i got skills, but i got a value even HE didnt recognize. So, now i set here again, laughing at my pile of past due bills, they will get paid. I will love again...someday somebody will DESIRE ME..ABOVE all others.. but for now, in my single life, i shall smile.. I will enjoy my day, the only day i get off of work is subday..so i use today wisely. It is to make myself feel pretty, and beautiful. Today, i value me the most. I want more of life, and i will get it. I want the bills paid, and slowly but surely, that will happen. I figure it like this, if i made it this far from my heartaches, ill be able to move forward. I got this, I GOT ME.