I Wish I Had a Higher Self Esteem

Sometimes......
It's boundless. I'm not kidding. There are no other words to describe the feeling...
Well... except that. :p

I can't even begin to describe how it feels, how confident and unrelenting I become.
Sorry... couldn't resist. :p

Anyhow, nothing lasts forever, and eventually I throttle down and succumb to huge depression waves, which often last for months at a time - maxing out at seven months last year.
Okay, I'll stop using pictures now. :)

The point is, I wish I could make it permanent, and stop wasting time on being depressed.