I Am Always Improving Myself
i just finished grade 5 piano exam which i had prepared for 1.5 years. as usual, i was nervous. things i wouldn't made mistakes at home were played wrong in the exam, and things i usually played wrong during practice were played right during exam. i kept on talking to my teacher about my mistakes, he said i was worrying too much, the examiner would understand the candidates were nervous and would be less strict in grading, which i hope so.
what i couldn't understand is that at this age i would still be nervous about an exam, and an exam which was just for a hobby. i was quite scared at the examiner as well like student facing teacher, though she s very nice throughout the exam when i made quite a lot of mistakes she was professional keeping the same friendly face. i sometimes attribute my fear to the overly strict and fierce teachers i had in schools many years ago and this is still affecting me.
i wish i knew how to handle stress better.
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11.11.16, i got the letter of exam result. 120 points, just enough to get a merit. :)
what i couldn't understand is that at this age i would still be nervous about an exam, and an exam which was just for a hobby. i was quite scared at the examiner as well like student facing teacher, though she s very nice throughout the exam when i made quite a lot of mistakes she was professional keeping the same friendly face. i sometimes attribute my fear to the overly strict and fierce teachers i had in schools many years ago and this is still affecting me.
i wish i knew how to handle stress better.
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11.11.16, i got the letter of exam result. 120 points, just enough to get a merit. :)
