Whatever it is, let it go. Life's too short to be angry, or want to kill. Find what makes you calm, centered and happy, and revitalize your soul, pronto. Send all the negativity away, it's not worth holding on to it.
@cinsac oh im trying! Its hard to let go decades of my life, and focus on the rest of it. That's a big foundation to wipe out, especially when it has core elements that hold my love🤷♀