I Try To Be Strong But I Have My Weak Moments

I am frustrated with myself. Do you ever keep failing so much you feel like you should just start over from square one?

I am trying. But the thing is, I keep giving up what I need most- a relationship with God.

Like so many other believers, I think I can do it by myself. I think I can do what God's called me to do, but then I let things get in the way. Distractions. There always seems to be something that's distracting me, whether it's this, a game, etc. Those are all fine in moderation, but I allow it to consume me.

Most of you are probably like what's the big deal, if you've even read this far. It matters to me because someone told me once that I'm going to do something big. And there's an evil being out there who wants to keep us from discovering what we're capable of doing.