I Used to Self Harm

It's kinda weird to be taking about being self harm free. When I was on experience project I was still actively self harming through most of that time, and that's all I really talked about. I've been clean for around 2 years, and it's been really hard. I still get the urge to self harm pretty much everyday. I still feel like I need it. It's like it's apart of me or something. I don't know. Maybe I'm just crazy. Hopefully this recovery thing starts getting easier.