I Used to Self Harm

I used to do it every night. It started when I realised I was so so different from the world. I have Asperger's and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and until I reached secondary school, it hadn't bothered me greatly. Then in secondary school things began to progressively worsen for me, I realised that I was a freak among normal, coping people. Back then I had little self control over my actions towards myself so I would self harm. I self harmed because I thought myself of a failure, I was such a freak, everyone else could be normal and get on with each other, while I was the outcast who couldn't talk to any of them. Other things would also pressure me, but that is no longer important, I have been clean for almost 4 months, if anyone who self harms would like to talk or needs advice/support just inbox me, and I shall do the best I can.